I dont like the idea of masking or hiding emotions. I can't do it, never want to learn. I've always been outspoken, wearing my heart on my sleeve and my balls on the outside. I'm not afraid of anything, with the exception of my Lord and Savior. No reactions to anything I say or do by other people can dishearten me. I don't get how people do it. Hide their true feelings, keeping secrets and living lies. They dont know that they're hurting themselves in the long run. Honesty and truth is the key to real happiness. When will people realize this? You can only be fake for so long. If you feel a certain way about something, let it out. Don't hide it and cause harm (be it physical or mental) to yourself. No one is worth that. People have different masks too, as if one isnt enough. They've owned so many for so long that I'm willing to bet they don't know what their real face is. Who the real person is. That's so depressing. I can't do it. I'm open. I've had masks in the past, they dont work. In the end you're only hiding from yourself. It's easy to get lost. I wouldn't ever fathom returning to that world, but these people are everywhere. Why are they hiding? What are they afraid of?
