This may sound fucked up, but kids/adults don't wait for anything in life. Chances are when you obtain it you'll either be unsatisfied or miserable. Personally, I'm like 0 for 10+ with things I wanted so bad for so long, got it and was like....this is it? I'm not saying don't have hopes, dreams, goals or aspirations. I'm saying don't vehemently put your all into an object. No matter how long you've waited, I guarantee you'll be disappointed in the result. I haven't found happiness from it yet. Like I said 0/10+. Ten is a damn estimate lol. There were shoes and other clothing articles I wanted so badly, got em and its like....why? Spent all that money and time, in the end for nothing. I'm also not saying aim low for obtainable things, I'm saying reach for things that will help better you in life. Not something momentarily that will just linger around until...whenever. Saddens me also because this is the same thing that has made me not want music so many times. What if I feel the same loss? The same insignificance after I achieve it? Money didnt make me happy at the casino, so its like I have a lot working against me. I try my hardest to not get disheartened when I can't record or finish writing a song, but it takes its toll after a while. Year after year. My final thought is to leave things as they are. If you want something, that will better your future only, go for it. Anything otherwise, people or inanimate objects will always let you down. Live your life. Dont ever wonder or worry about "what could've been." Find your necessities.
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