Ungrateful

no matter what i do, it'll never be any good
i built you a house from my bones, you hate the neighborhood+
invested my hearts savings to your love bank in the rain
what happened? you complained that there was too much change+
i donated blood to you and you alone ignoring my lust
you weren't satisfied because it wasn't enough+
i used my veins as the reigns to strengthen the control
of the horse leading the carriage, you hated bumps in the road+
i tried to keep sanity navigating this relationship
you had no regrets when you abandoned ship+
so here i stand with the wheel in my hands
sinking into a sea of doubt while you wade in the sand+

Affection

My Affection causes Affliction ha haha. Waaay fucked up. But I show too much affection to people who don't deserve it. What's the cause? Not sure, could be that that is the kind of person I am but that's not true AND a cheap cop out. I have been in a lot of relationships for long periods of time in my life. Its just something I'm used to doing all the time. I know I've sent mixed feelings to different women through my life with this. Cuz I could not mean anything by the shit I do and they take it as a whole 'nother thing. Im the best for affection, as long as you have a heads up. Not really big on kissin, but if I feel like it, imma do it. When im in a relationship im probably considered the perfect boyfriend. All that cuddle hug affection bullshit, I dig it. I dig it so much that when im not in a relationship, I'll do it just because I feel like it. Has nothing to do with feelings toward the person I'm with, by any means. My suggestion for women would be, not all people are the same. So in dealing with me ladies, I'd say, take EVERYTHING said or done with a tablespoon of salt.